Hi everyone. First of all, I need to apologize for being so hit-and-miss with blogging lately. I am still reading everyone's blogs, but due to Sam's illness, I feel like my comments are coming out as snarky or depressing. I'm trying very hard not to do that to our friends, so I am just staying quiet for now.
Sam is fading from us. I think we are looking at weeks, maybe days, instead of months. How I hope I'm wrong. Sam remains cheerful, quick to wag his tail and expect his treat, even though his body is slowly failing him.
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| Can I have a slice of pizza, Dad? |
Monty and Harlow are fully aware something is wrong with their big brother. They both spend time with Sam, laying near him or hovering.
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| Sam and Monty - brothers forever! |
...and yes, Sam has a produce sticker on his head in the above picture...
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| Keeping her big brother company... |
Harlow seems to know when I need to smile, and pops up in the most unexpected places.
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| ...any chance I could have a treat while I'm here? |
We have more news to share, including
AZGRC's calendar - featuring our boy Monty as Mr October, our prize from winning a contest held by Jack and the Tall Guy, and a lot of photos of Monty and Harlow playing together. I promise we will be better at updating the blog.
This is so sad to read. I know Sam is still enjoying himself and is happy and loved, but I know that having to watch him fade, that wont be much comfort to you all.
ReplyDeleteWhat good siblings he has!
~Lickies, Ludo
We are keeping our paws crossed for Sam. Keep him in the comfort of your love.
ReplyDeleteWe send him lots of hugs and positive vibes.
Love,
Piappies Fudgie, Princess, Frappie, Mocha, Sugar, Wai-Max, Wai-Pai & Forgie
Our thoughts are very much with you. It is so hard to watch someone you love gradually fade. We're with you, Sam!
ReplyDeleteWe love you...and share this journey- both here and on FB. Sam, you are precious! You are in our thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteChristine, I know how difficult this time is...my heart breaks for you.
Live strong, dear one.
With love
MAXMOM IN SA
Don't worry too much about anything else except spending quality time with four paws. Lots of love guys. X X X
ReplyDeleteWe totally understand! The important thing to do is spend time together with Sam, letting him feel your love!
ReplyDeleteYou and Sam have our prayers.
Cammie!
No aPAWogies needed Nice Christine Lady -
ReplyDeleteSam should have the GReatest attention now!
Mom and Auntie Di say woo are in their thoughts evFURRYday!
Hugz&Khysses,
Khyra
We are thinking of you, knowing what a very tough time this must be. Keep hugging and holding your boy. He's lucky to have you.
ReplyDeleteYou absolutely don't need any apologies - you have enough on your plate. We send huge hugs, love and thoughts your (and Aaron's) way - can't tell you how often we think of Sam. I think your courage in helping Sam (and yourselves) through this is so admirable - are continuing to send positive thoughts and hugs xxxxxxxx
ReplyDeleteSammie, Ava, Miche and Bill
So sad to hear about Sam. We are sending warm thoughts and loving hugs and kisses.
ReplyDeleteAll our best to you,
Leslie and Bella
We understand how hard this is for you. Hugs to both of you ♥
ReplyDeleteLove ya lots♥
Mitch and Molly
Just ENJOY every single day you have... THAT is what is important right now.
ReplyDeleteJust ENJOY every single day you have... THAT is what is important right now.
ReplyDeleteWe think of Sam all the time and wondered how he is doing. Mom says she totally gets your feeling about commenting. She has the same trouble and even finds it hard to post. But just do what you are doing - Sam is the priority now. Spend all your time with your sweet boy.
ReplyDeleteHugs and Woos - Phantom, Ciara, and Lightning and Mom
Bless you for staying by his side, loving him, caring for him...you'll never regret this time but I know from experience it is SO hard. HUGS
ReplyDeleteSpend your time loving Sam. These last moments are very hard but are precious. We send our love and hugs. Lee and Phod
ReplyDeleteWe're sending lots of hugs to Sam and to everyone in his loving family.
ReplyDeleteTo start, you do not owe any apology! Your priorities are exactly where they should be, and that's spending that time with your precious boy Sam. (and Monty & Harlow too!) So please do as you have been, continue to spend that time and those moments, and don't worry about your blog, visiting our blogs or anything. We will all either be here, or on FB when you need that shoulder or just to tell someone how it's going. Just know that I am sending prayers for Sam that you will have those days together.
ReplyDeleteNo need for apologies. Prayers for Sam and his family.
ReplyDeletePositive thoughts of support and comfort to all of you.
ReplyDeleteJust being there for Sammy is all you have to do
ReplyDeleteSending Lots of Golden Positive Thoughts and Comfort. Lots of Golden LOVE n Woofs, Sugar n mom
ReplyDeleteI we understand. You just keep loving on your boy. And we will keep all of you in our prayers.
ReplyDeleteBlessings,
Goose
We've been thinking of you often and have been crossing our paws for Sam.
ReplyDeleteYour focus is right where it needs to be. Sam is the most important thing right now.
Hugs,
Lily Belle & Muffin
I completely understand! We've had several illnesses that popped up over the years, and life here stopped for that. You will never look back and say "I wish I'd commented on more blogs," but you will always be glad that you held on to a few more special moments with your boy. In some ways, a long term illness is tough, but it's also a way to try live the end with no regrets, to remember to take a little more time to smell the flowers together and use kinder words and voices. Please know that we're thinking of you and sending you our prayers and good wishes. I know that it isn't easy!
ReplyDeleteBunny's mom
I'm at a loss as to what to say. I'm so sad for you and Sam. Paws crossed. Just know we are thinking about you and Sam.
ReplyDeleteThanks for letting us know.
It is a sad time. You need to just love that boy...comments can wait.
ReplyDeleteXXXOOO Daisy, Bella & Roxy
Paws crossed.
We are so sorry to read about Sam. Our thoughts and prayers are for you all. If you need to post your feelings don't worry we are all here for you. Our hearts break for you.
ReplyDeleteLove and hugs to Sam, Molly
You and Sam stay in my prayers. I am so sad for you. I am glad that Monty and Harlow are there for you, too.
ReplyDeleteWe're thinking of you and Sam.
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Thor and Jack xxx
No need to apologize-just enjoy every moment with your Sam. I'm sure Monty and Harlow are a big comfort to Sam too. We're thinking of you all and sending much love.
ReplyDelete-Michelle
PS Monty's photos in the calender are awesome!
Sending love to you, Sam and the family.. We never know what to write as we get so upset too. Just to let you know, we are thinking of you every day xx00xxx
ReplyDeleteMollie and Alfie
Cherish every second with sweet Sam. My thoughts are with you during this extremely difficult time. It's tough watching him fade away (I know from experience). My heart breaks for you, but don't let Sam see you sad. Keep a smile on your face and let him feel your love. HUGS!
ReplyDeleteI am SO sorry. I wish there was something we could do to ease the pain. Losing one of our fur babies is never easy to deal with. I am so very sorry. Our thoughts are with you. Hugs to Sam.
ReplyDeleteThose of us who have gone down that path share in your grief. I'm so glad Sam is still cheerful.
ReplyDeleteI'm really sorry about Sam's declining health. :( How old is he? Is this due to his illness or his age... or both? I have both of you in my thoughts daily and keep sending prayers for you both. I'm glad the other two are being such good siblings to him and helping to keep you smiling. If you need anything just let us know.
ReplyDeleteI know this is a very difficult time for you. Just to let you know that you guys are always in our thoughts.
ReplyDeleteLove,
Homer
I must say, when I see that there is no post from you I secretly feel happy about it. To me no news is sometimes good news because I really dredge for that day when I will see "that" post about Sam.
ReplyDeleteMy heart really aches for you. It is so hard to deal with this but at least you still have some time to spend with him and tell him how much you love him. Samantha was gone so sudden that I felt like I didn't tell her enough of how much I loved her. Cherish your time with Sam so that you won't have those "I wish I had..." moments later...
YD
Hi,
ReplyDeleteI just discovered your blog this evening and read back enough to know what is going on with Sam.
I'm so sorry about Sam's diagnosis. I'm glad he is so loved by you. I recently lost my beloved pooch and still miss her terribly so understand the dread in your heart.
We wish you many more happy and pain free days Sam!
ReplyDeleteWe are so sorry to hear about Sam. Enjoy every second with him and remember all the special times you've had together. Your family is in our thoughts. Sending you positive vibes.
ReplyDeleteHi, We are thinking of you we know the hurt you must be feeling, what a hole in our lives loosing a dog friend makes so make the most of the time left.
ReplyDeleteThen know you gave Sam a good life and he was a Happy boy.
Licks Bobby & Pip
We are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Much love to you from me and Nala. <3 <3
ReplyDelete~Bailey (Yep, I'm a girl!)
No worries. You are going through the worst time. How well I remember. In fact I get teary just looking at Sam's pictures and thinking of you. He's so beautiful.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear it. Keep enjoying him while you can.
ReplyDeleteTake the time you need to spend with your sweet boy, we all understand.
ReplyDeleteSending you cyber hugs.
Thinking of you and our good friend Sam.
ReplyDeleteOh Sam...we love you and don't want you to go :(
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ReplyDeleteComing from MaxDog's site. Keeping our paws crossed for Sam and thoughts going your way. We understand how difficult this is for you having gone through it with 2 our of pups- extra hugs coming your way. My goldens are sending Sam extra licks too.
ReplyDeleteNadine & goldens Neeli & Elle
Popping by to let you know we are thinking about you all tonight. I love that header photo!
ReplyDeleteWe are so sorry to learn about Sam...we are sending prayers, woos, and positive thoughts his way and sending hugs to you both.
ReplyDeleteWE here, love Sam and his family and are so very sorry to hear we are going to lose him soon. Goldens are sure wonderful dogs!! My heart gos out to you and the rest of the family!!!!!!!.
ReplyDeleteTurmeric would help your other two Goldens. It is easy to buy in the spice section in any store that sells spices!!
I've read this post a number of times... each time, hoping... We just love you all so much. Our hearts are wrapped around yours...
ReplyDeletewif lubbs from Little Reufus and the Mom
Dropping off some woofs & hugs. Thinking of you, always. Love the new header photo. <3
ReplyDelete~Bailey (Yep, I'm a girl!)
You are in our thoughts and prayers. It definitely is not an easy time.
ReplyDeleteDog Speed,
Essex & Sherman
No apologies you take care of your own and know that prayers are with you and yours.
ReplyDeleteAroo to you,
Sully